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Si TL at si Mystery Guy..

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Confessions

Oo, nagkabagyo na nung sabado. Binaha na ang kamaynilaan. Pero si TL, nasa Cagayan De Oro. Anong ginagawa doon? Pumunta para sa isang napakahalagang misyon. Umalis nang Luzon para tuldukan ang unang kabanata at simulang ang kasunod. Itinago ko. Oo, inilihim ko. Wala akong sinabihan. Wala akong pinaalaman. Isang tao lang. Bakit? Desisyong ginawa ko para subukan ang bago.

Nakabalik na ako. Yung bagyo pa din ang mainit na topic. Sa balita, sa radyo, sa office, sa dyaryo, kahit saan. Akala ko makakasabay ako doon para walang maki-usyoso. Akala ko makakatakas. Ngunit hindi. No! Isang malaking NO!!!!

Kanina, dumating na ang inaasahan pero pilit iniiwasan na pagkakataon. Ang humarap sa panel nang Friendship Court. Itinakdang oras para harapin ang moment. Moment na kailangan mo nang umamin at magsabi nang totoo at tigilan na ang pag-iwas. Ang paglihim. Hay. Importante sa akin ang mga kaibigan. Sila ang unang tao na sinasabihan ko kapag tumitibok ang puso ni TL. Pero nga this time, I decided to do something different.

Sabi nga ni Hazel, dahil baka ayoko daw kasi ma-Jink (Jinx). Walang "S". Jink lang. Kasi singular daw. Ang turo daw sa kanya nang english teacher niya, pag plural, may "S", pag singular, wala. Tama nga naman. Hay! Mabaliw baliw kaming tatlo kanina sa KFC. Ewan ko ba, dapat bibili lang nang food at kailangan ko nang umuwi, biglang inabot kami nang 6:00am. Parang di kami magkakasama sa office. Hehe.

Anyways, watch the CONFESSION scene ni Hazel at Drey sa loob nang KFC-SLEX. Take note, kami lang ang tao. Imagine how noisy we were. Kaya mabaliw kayo sa eksena nila. Hehe.



Ikaw na magkaroon nang mga ganyang kaibigan. Mabilis kang magkaka-abs. Sa kakatawa. Hehe. But at least, na-overcome ko na yung confession stage. Alam ko namang nagtampo sila pero alam ko rin namang maiintindihan nila ako. Love kaya ako nang dalawang yan. Thanks Hazel and Drey!!!

Dalawa pa lang yan. A few friends to go... Hay! Good luck!!!

Elements

The third week shoot is finally done for Make Me The Next Fashionista. Yehey!!! We have covered almost all of the team members, except for one. And we are down for the final week. Here are the snapshots of the shoot that happened last Wednesday morning after our shift. All was in the element of a glamorous shoot.


And here are the final shots of the models of the Elements Shoot. In fairness, nakabuo pa din nang magandang shot for Ka-ye and Raine kahit nahirapan kami sa kanilang dalawa. The shoot started nang 12:00am, natapos kami nang 3:00am. Nakakapagod pero worth it naman ang naging result.

Raine Casiple

Ka-ye Rubio-De Vera

Angel Yap

Lissa Santos

Watch out for the finale of this event. The Creative Team is cooking up with something to make the last shoot to be the best and memorable one.

Will I Overcome It?

Bumuhos ang napaka lakas na ulan. Next thing I know, ang taas na nang baha sa amin. Maingay na si mamiko. Di ko alam kung naaaliw o nababaliw sa ulan at bagyo. Basta, she's all over the house. Na-stress ako. Kumain na lang ako nang lunch. Paikot-ikot pa rin si Mamiko. Hindi ko siya maintindihan. Hanggang sa mamaya, nag-iingay na sa garahe.

Bakit?

Kasi daw malapit na daw yung baha pumasok sa garahe. Tinapos ko ang pagkain ko at lumabas. Pareho naming tinitingnan kung gaano kabilis tumaas ang baha, ang bagsak nang napaka-lakas na ulan. Walang hangin. Buhos lang nang ulan. Matinding buhos. Nag-aalala na ako. Hindi na mapakali ang utak ko.

Bakit?

I'm afraid to take a flight when it's raining up there. I hate when the plane hits the clouds. For some reason, I freak out. Konting uga nang eroplano, nagwawala na ang utak ko. Though I remain steady and calm outside, but inside, ay naku, chaos na. Haha. Ganun ako kabaliw sa eroplano.

I've been going to different places where I need to take a plane but up to now, I still have this fear inside my head. How I wish it's so easy to overcome such fear. Ginagawa ko na lahat nang technique. Natutulog. Minsan nagtutulog-tulugan. Nakikinig nang iPod. Nagbabasa. Lahat nang paraan para malibang. Pero wala. Worry-freak talaga ako. Hay!

Anyways, here is what we are planning to do this weekend...



Another holy f*cking sh*t!!!! 840 screaming meters!!! Dubbed as Asia's longest dual cable zipline. Hay!!! Kung yung sa Tagaytay nga na maiksi lang, di ko ma-try, eto pa kaya. Wish me luck. Nararamdaman ko. Ramdam na ramdam ko. Na kung ita-try ko ito, maririnig nang buong Bukidnon ang sigaw ko nang "Mamiko!!!!!!!". Hehe. I wanna try it, for experience pero the coward in me, gusto magback-out. Hay. Bahala na. Hoping to enjoy this weekend getaway.

But first, I need to overcome this fear of flight. And so, the question is, will I overcome it???

Next Level

Mixed emotions. That's what I can say. For 3 months of getting to know each other, we have reached the point where we decided to take it to the next level. Not yet in to a relationship, but getting to know more each other on a different level. I admit, as I must, that he got my attention so well. For some reason, I don't even know too why I got hooked by him. What I just know now is that, he is already part of my system.

I look for his text when I wake up. I see myself caring, worrying, thinking about him. I can't last a day without a conversation with him. I miss him all the time. The initial stages of TL with love, signs of falling in with someone. I keep on denying. To my self, to a few friends. I dunno. What I just know now is that I am happy, I am enjoying it, and I am mentally committed to him already. For some reason, I find myself contented with him.

There are many things I like about him. Things I have not seen from a few guys I have dated with in the past. And there are also many weird reasons (again) why some could be shocked about this that's why I'm taking it slowly but surely (and keeping it discreet. hehe). Am I sure about him already? Not yet. That's why no telling for now. But I am committed to know if he is really the next one. If not, continue life, move on. If yes, great!!!

I easily get in to a relationship before after my gut tells me he is the next one. This gut that I have been following has given me 8 relationships, experiences and memories that I will always keep. Although there are few bad moments, I still feel no regrets. I always know that in love, you will always learn great and not so great things. It's part of the process. It's part of growing as a person. So no regrets.

I have been exclusive with Mystery Guy for the last 3 months. For the weirdest part of it again, even if I am not yet attached, I find myself like I am for losing all the energy of meeting others. I found myself contented and happy already, so why need to go to the sea and get some fish. It gave a balance to my life. Happy career, happy family, happy new selected friends, happy me and happy heart. All is happy. That's why all is well. (except for a not so happy health. hehe)

I wish my self all the luck. I really do. In taking this next level, it freaks me out. I swear. It's going to be a scary but exciting and fun part but I think, I am ready. I've given myself enough time to get in to this point. And so I must do it. I think I also have to know now if this is going somewhere, or just a blissful moment given to me so I can be happy for a moment. I don't know. We'll see...

Seasons

Sorry if it took me so long to post some entries. Yes. I've been busy lately with some stuff. Personal stuff. Isama mo na diyan ang pagka-busy ko sa pagpapa-rennovate ko nang room. This has really taken so much of my time. Kakulay na nang blog page ko ang room ko. Hehe. I promise to post some pictures of my new room when I'm done. It's almost complete. Gusto ko lang siyang kuhanan nang pics pag tapos na talaga. And yes, I'm so in love with my room. Hehe.

Busy din sa work. Daming projects. Meeting dito, training doon, isama mo pa ang pag-aasikaso nang kung ano-anong concerns sa team. But I'm not complaining. It's my job. I love what I'm doing. At siyempre, medyo naaaliw-aliw pa ako sa bago kong camera. Pinag-aaralan ko pa siya. Self-study. Basa nang manual, research sa net, basa nang mga comments sa mga forums. And lastly, ang mga pangunahing salarin, si FaceBook at si Mystery Guy. Hehe.

Kaya eto, nagbabalik muli. Actually, pinipilit bumalik. Hehe. If you notice the entry below, about the Make Me The Next Fashionista, isa din yan sa mga kumukuha nang oras ko lately. It's this month's Engagement Activity nang team ko and we are having a weekly photo shoot. It's a semi-contest din, were we have divided the team in to 5 groups of three.


The first week's concept was Zodiac Signs where they need to portray any signs of the Zodiac. Second week was Seasons. This week's theme is Elements. And for the last week, is a surprise theme. It's a fun activity. Why? Because you see the team so in to it. Career talaga sa make-up, hair, costumes, at kung ano ano pa. Sabi sa inyo, team kami nang mga camwhores. Hehe.

The 1st week shoot was fun. Why? Kasi wala pa akong camera nun. Ang ginamit lang namin, cellphone. Saya di ba. Yung background, kung anong tela lang ang makita namin. Natural light lang din, Flourescent lights. Hehe. Mga make-up, isang kit lang ata. Basta in short, hindi pa kami masyado prepared. Sobrang hindi. But I'm glad it turned out well. Masaya naman sila. Yun ang importante.


Actually, before that, the Engagement Team had a rushed photo shoot first so that we have some photos to blast on what will be the theme of the week. Parang ANTM lang. Actually, yung title nga nang event is pinaghalong ANTM, Make me a Supermodel and Stylista na ginawa lang naming Fashionista para maiba. Kulet noh. Btw, the new Engagement Team is composed of Ash, Hazel and Drey.


So here's the second week photos, where we had a theme of Seasons portrayed by the models. See the making first and look how everyone was so busy with the preparation, and of course, the transformation in the end. So nice to see...


And here are the final shots of the models...

Raech Quintos

Carol Sarita

Yron Retuta

Val Roxas

Sherrie Pal-ing

Another shoot this coming tuesday for the theme: Elements. I'm excited to see another set of transformation. Till next entry...

Zodiac Signs

TEAM PROTEGE
presents...

Make Me The Next FASHIONISTA
By TL, Ash, Hazel and Drey

1st Week Theme


First Week Models

Wendy Parinas

Roxee Rabang

Marien Clemente

Eric Castillo

Amber Viaje

Photographed by TL
Hair and Make-up by Ash, Hazel and Drey