A Part Of My Story

Everytime I plan to write an entry for my blog, I get so tempted to open my FaceBook and all my energy goes there and nothing is left for my initial plan. A million times I have said, FaceBook is really getting all my spare time, which my blog used to get and enjoy before. It was a FaceBook domination and if only Blogger can speak, it could have said a lot of not so good words to FaceBook!!! Hehe.

I'm at this point where I am thinking if it's still a phase for a blogger not to regularly update his blog. I thought it would last for a couple of days only. But at this point, even writing this one, I still don't feel the writer's energy like what I have before. Then it led me to thinking what was really my motivation or goal, or purpose of having this blog, of writing entries.

As I have said in one of my old entry, I started blogging years ago when I was so inspired being in a relationship. I get to express the feeling in writing about the joy and happiness I feel in that relationship I was with. And when the relationship ended, that blog ended too. And there came another relationship, and a new blog was created, but it ended as well after the relationship was too.

I concluded that my inspiration in love and relationship was my main reason why I write. Why I create a blog. But last year, not being in a relationship, I suddenly felt like writing again. And so THECRAZYLIFEOFTL was born. It changed my belief that I only write when I'm in love. And this time, I have kept it for almost a year and still keeping it.

Although there were times that I have thought of closing it. But luckily, it is still alive and kicking. Though not as regularly updated like before, but I'm glad I still have a venue to express my self and what I feel inside. I enjoy the freedom that it gives me. Although not as free as it can be. I am completely aware that there are people at work who reads/follow my blog. I have to be careful in some ways.

Two months from now, I will celebrate my blog's first year, my first and the longest ever so far. A year of documented happenings in my life. Where all events, emotions, friends, people that became a part of me, EVERYTHING THAT BECAME A PART OF MY STORY were written, posted. I will embark a new chapter in my life. A chapter that will be exciting and new stories to tell.

For a new camera..

For a new desktop..

For a new stories..

For a new set of people..

For a new events..

For a new places..

For a new LOVE..

Everything that will be part of my story...