4 More Months

In 4 months time, TL will have to do something. Something new in my life. I have decided. It's time to open a new chapter in my life. Something new. But something very risky. Up to now, my mind is still dazzled about the idea but I know, it's a now or never thing. You only live once, so you've gotta make the most out of it. It's been years since I have contemplated about this idea. But it is just now that it dawned on me that I've got to do it. (PCD: "I gotta do it!")

Doing it without a major reason excites me. Wala lang. My mind and my heart has come to an agreement that it is the best time to do it. I have waited for this moment for my mind and my heart to agree on it. I'm scared but at the same time, I'm excited. Whatever will be the outcome of this decision, I am ready to face it. As I've said, this is the time where I will make things happen. And so I will.

I don't know what will be the reaction of my family and friends. I kinda have an initial idea. But I'm still twisted on what will be the actual responses. I know may babatok na lang sa akin, may magpapaligo nang mura, meron sigurong matutuwa, may magugulat, etc. I'm not sure kung may magagalit, sana naman, wala. Pero ang pinaka-malaking sana, ay sana, may sumuporta sa gagawin kong desisyon.

I'm giving myself 4 more months for this. Bahala na si Batman. I know that this will be another "suntok sa buwan" moment like what I had in the past. Ewan ko ba, baliw nga talaga ako. I always wanna do different things, yung mga tipong not expected by the people that I will do. Masaya kaya manggulat nang tao, right team? Hehe. I'll just surprise everyone para no explaining to do na.

I won't disclose any detail yet. Baka maudlot. Early heads up lang ito, actually nauna na sa facebook, at humakot na rin nang maraming reaksyon. Kailangan ipauna ang anunsyo, nang hindi magsabay-sabay ang mga reaksyon sa araw na yun. Setting of expectation kung baga. Kilala ko na ang mga tao sa paligid ko. I should know. Shet na malagkit! Napapa-shet ako pag naiisip ko. Nakakainis. Ganito talaga ang feeling. Hehe.

Sabi nga nila, end things when you are at your best. That's the wisest thing to do. So I'll follow that advice. Kaya four more months... Actually 4 months, 3 weeks and 2 days to be exact. Just like the Romanian movie poster above. 116 days to be exact. But again, nothing is stable in this world. Things can always change. No one knows. We'll see...