December 2, 2008

H-cut overdose?


Something was wrong.
Was it my intake of H-cut? My lack of body liquid?
Was it my new schedule adjustment? Or lack of food?
Did my current emotional state add more to it?
Or the number of hours I was up for the day?

It's the same feeling when I got very drunk one time.
The feeling was unusual. Like high in a drug. I just don't know.

I was scared to drive. I did not finish my work-out.
I panicked. I got nervous. I was afraid. I thought of going home.

I stopped at the gasoline station to eat. I made some assumptions.
Maybe it was my hunger. Or maybe I just need to drink water.
Then after eating, it lessened the weird feeling but it was still there.

Nilakasan na lang nang loob ni TL umuwi.
Battery empty pa phone ko. Hassle.
If something happened, panget umeksena mag-isa dun.
Nakakahiya. No way of informing my mom or nathan, or anyone.

But thankfully, I got home safe. Hilo pa nga din lang.
Had trouble sleeping. I hated it. So much.
Till nathan texted. I called him. We talked for 40mins.
And then I felt good.

Nakatulog na si TL...


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