Overcoming 3rd week dilemma

Hindi kami nagkita ni nathan kahapon. Instead, nag-usap kami sa phone for 80minutes (1 hour and 20 minutes) bago ako natulog. Funny that we were both thinking the whole day. I was thinking of him and this relationship, while he was scared that I might just break up with him. That's the reason why he doesn't want to meet up. He doesn't want to hear it from me.

I also thought that not seeing each other on our critical 3rd week would break it. But I was wrong. It actually helped. The distance gave me more time to think about it. I went to the church with mamiko and asked for guidance from above. All I want is a guarantee that this is for real and that it would last unlike what I had in the past.

We both agreed that we will continue this. We had good topics that were dicussed. Good questions asked, and good answers given. I'm loving this guy. He's very open and good with discussion. And who would've thought that this very silent guy has a lot of sense. Hehe. Too good to be really true.

He made clear as well of some certain restrictions like no dating, no other guy, and he should be informed of my whereabouts. Di naman daw siya magiging mahigpit basta I will just be responsible. Wow! Goodluck TL!!! Hehe.


So I guess, this is it. James and Nathan are for good. Natja111608, which means nathan and james got official on November 16, 2008.